I had my son all last week and he let slip that his dad had a bachelor party the week before. When he told me I didn't think much about it but now that he's left it's all I think about!! I seriously don't have a clue what the fuck is wrong with me. Before I go to sleep I am thinking of ways to sabotage their wedding (yes i fucking googled it). I have never even thought about his girlfriend (a bit in the beginning but I know what that was) or him and them being together. I mean I've asked Trev if she is nice to him and stuff like that but that was it.
Now I feel like I have lost my shit. And honestly I don't know what to do.
UPDATE:
I texted him this long old text of crazy today.Just random shit I had gotten upset about a different times through out the years but all at once. He told me to relax. I said ok. What is wrong with me. I mean I have a good marriage and I feel like I want to sabotage both of our lives again.
Why am I such a nut case?
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